Day One Hundred and Forty Six: 16th December 2012

A grey veil of luminous darkness overcame my blurred vision
While you vainly lured my attention through the darkened doorway
Amist stiffled sniggers and hushed whispers
And turning into the faceless crowd
I vanished…

Pastel on handmadepaper

Pastel on handmadepaper

Day One Hundred and Forty Five: 15th December 2012

When the cold rain splashed on the hard pavement yesterday
I turned to see your face looming before I heard your footsteps
And cowering slightly I crept into the grey
Slipping silently away…

Pastel on Paper

Pastel on Paper

Day One Hundred and Forty Four : 14th December 2012

The knife slid sharply and silently,
Through the full, soft yellow flesh,
A soft light glinting,
Reflecting a bruised red droplet
Gliding down your amorous chin,
Slashing on the hard white plate.

Pastel on Handmade Paper

Pastel on Handmade Paper

Day One Hundrend and Forty Three: 13th December 2012

I heard you last night
from the other room
giggling softly yet incessantly
muffled behind a heavy door.
And I wondered
If you were happy.

Pastel on Handmade Paper

Pastel on Handmade Paper

Day One Hundred and Forty One: 11th December 2012

my mind was full
when you beckoned me
a false promise luring
but instead leaving
no room to think
no where to create

Nowhere: pencil on paper

Nowhere: pencil on paper

Day One Hundred and Forty: 10th December 2012

warmth radiated up from the white concrete
as I walked toward you head down
on a day promising forgiveness
in blazing sun I wore a large hat
with a bollowy orange hat
and when I reached your searching face
I kept walking

Warmth: pastel on handmade paper

Warmth: pastel on handmade paper

Day One Hundred and Thirty Nine: 9th December 2012

it was dark on the gloomy afternoon
you sat on the cold street corner
waiting patiently for them to arrive
while the brisk wind pre-empted
the long awaited reunion
and nervous anticipation rose steadily
stirring the ever present sickness
that made you walk away

Gloomy Afternoon : pastel on handmade paper

Gloomy Afternoon : pastel on handmade paper

Day One Hundred and Thirty Eight: 8th December 2012

the yellow lights were dim in the place
where you sat in the empty corner
on a green chair hard
listening to 80’s music too loud
drowned out by intoxicated voices competing

and i watched you watching
wondering why…

Why: charcoal on handmade paper

Why: charcoal on handmade paper

Day One Hundred and Thirty Seven: 7th December 2012

Visiting my dreams hazily,
You passed fleetingly,
Words falling silently,
Eyes staing longingly,
The realisation you are gone finally.

Pastel on handmade paper

Pastel on handmade paper